Take a bow

It's over.Finally.It's officially over.The dream is gone and so is the nightmare.

Now all I can wish for is someone to come along and melt this frozen heart of mine.

This person has to try really hard this time.Becoz my heart has been frozen and thawed and frozen again too many times that now,it has more or less rotted to the point of no return.

Gosh.I never knew it would hurt this much.At least not till I got your last email.

But it's alright now.I've been listening to this song "Bleeding Love" by Leona Lewis recently and most parts of it somehow fully explains my broken and jaded heart.

"Closed up from love,didn't need the pain,
Once or twice was enough,and it was all in vain,
Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen...

But something happened for the very first time with you.
My heart melted to the ground,found something true.
And everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy...

But I don't care what they say,
I'm in love with you.
They try to pull me away,
But they don't know the truth.
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing,

You cut me open and I,
Keep bleeding,I keep keep bleeding love...

And it's draining all of me,
Though they find it hard to believe...
I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see..."

*Sigh* Come what may...so tired from all these lovey dovey stuff anyway...

Partied alittle too hard on Wednesday,got high and luckily did not make a fool of myself.Although me and my babes had a rad time at dbl O with Fran,Andy and Razaq.

I'm already beginning to feel like I won't be able to make it through these past couple of months without my babes and the help of Fran and Andy.Well basically all my colleagues have been really really nice to me and it really feels like a family.The EHG family.

My CEO treats all the ladies like her daughters(Serious!She personally cares for each and everyone of us), and all the guys like her sons.

It's warm,though with the usual office politics now and then.

Just a couple of weeks more to Japan.I'm getting jittery all over!Can't wait for the day I lug my lugguage to the airport,with Joy in tow.And Orange arriving soon after.Think I'll be so goddamn excited when we pick up our lugguage from the belts at Osaka.Random stuff might just spill out from my mouth.:p

Maybe that's all I need in my life now.Men don't mean anything to me anymore.

Signing off,
Tolora