Everything seems to be going the way I want it to go.

Finally.

I hope it stays this way.Coz it has been a fucked up journey for a few months.

I finally introduced Michael to my family.Now they know he's neither Keith nor Wayne. -slaps forehead-

And I just realized Babz' boyfriend is also called Michael~!-bimbotic prance- We should so hang out on a double date...oh my gawd....

Can't believe I just did that.

I'm tired. Physically and mentally. I took my boyfriend's advice and am channeling all my negative thoughts into my daily work and guess what? It's working!

I'm like a Duracell bunny every single day. I pop outta bed,I get dressed,I do my laundry,I make up and I go to work,I get all my stuff done,I run an event nicely,I go home,I bathe,I do a bit of work,I watch youtube for a bit,I talk to Mic,get sleepy and go to bed.

Anyway...IT'S HALLOWEEN TOMORROW!!!!!

I'm gonna be on the pub crawl bus with Fran and George and I'm gonna be in a costume....of sorts...It's last minute la.Can't help it.

I'm pretty sure I'll have loads of fun tomorrow.Enjoy first,talk later.I wonder who will be on board the bus though...-sticks finger to lip and wonders like an idiot-

Meeting my mum for lunch at PS tomorrow.Maybe I should buy her lunch.Just for the sake of it.

Although I am pretty broke this month.Loads of bills to pay and rent.So don't envy me too soon ya?I chose to move out for fucking legit reasons. I chose to screw up my spending power for legit reasons.I don't like it but I knew I had to do it.

By the way,I still love my family to bits.

The Sunday I went home to see them and to introduce Mic to them,I nearly wanted to cry. I wanted to go home.I really did.The entire home was full of familiar warmth and my dog was there prancing around. There was so much life I had missed when I was living there.

But my mum has to mellow down before I even consider moving back.And I'm giving her time to.

My life ain't that simple after all ain't it?

Signing off,
Tolora