It's over.And once again I'm a free bird.

Surprisingly,I've never felt more relieved in my life. After what happened over the past 4 months,I thought I would at least feel a slight bitterness but no...I'm happier now without him.

And becoz of that,I came to a new height of understanding about how childish and stupid he can be today.

He's screwing his life right now as I type becoz we are no longer together and he thinks he can get all the girls that he wants now.

Haha.

I channelled the energy I wasted on him on my work,family and friends and everyone seems alittle happier having me around nowadays. My colleagues ask me if I'm sad. Why should I be when the relationship was on the rocks 2 months ago?It took me that long to decide that this was it and I didn't want any part more in his life.

I never liked card games.But I learned Texas Hold'em just coz he liked it.And what do I get in return?

Heartbreak,hurtful words,weird temperaments...Aren't these what a girl's suppose to be doing instead of a guy?

Honestly although this was the most quiet break up I've had,it isn't the best relationship I've had. Quite the contrary actually. If I'm gonna marry my next boyfriend,Mic will be THE boyfriend to go down in my history as the worst one I ever had.

Unfeeling,insensitive,stupid,no brainer,discourteous,no realistic ambition, no fighting spirit.

Mic,u so need to grow up.

Oh and by the way,I'll be flying off to Tokyo on the 20th March till the 26th March to enjoy hanami. Will be in Nagoya on 23rd night and having my interview on the 24th at noon.

I'm so excited!

Signing off,
Tolora