After the F1 fever, I thought the dust would settle on its own but NOOOOO~~~...

It's back to work as usual. Not much is happening now coz it's nearing the end of the year but how badly timed can some events be? Everytime I think of meeting up with my gals for a couple of drinks and maybe KTV (Yes we haven't done that together in awhile!),something else crops up at the last minute.

Sianz to the max can!

Now all I have left is to plan for my Annual Christmas Drunk Fest. My parents are going to China next Wednesday so I may be able to get them to buy me that gorgeous looking "Rock star" Absolut I've been eyeing eversince I first laid eyes on it in some female magazine.

And I do have a whole lot of reasons why I should get pissed drunk this festive season.

1.) I'm starting to get red bombs. No not erratic irregular periods. Translated into Chinese,it means almost all my friends are getting married and I'm still not even halfway into getting myself into a relationship.

2.) My mum was mean to me when she saw an invitation to a church wedding by one of my good friends from JC. She said," People smart. Purposely study till NUS so that she can be on same level as her bf.She knows what she wants. Not like you. Until now still nowhere." Sigh. With a mum like that,who needs enemies?

3.) I'm nowhere near being in a relationship.

4.) I meet all the wrong men. I thought I met someone who finally fit into all my categories but guess what?He's married.

5.) It's miserable just hearing about how happy and blissful some couples are.

6.) My job does not allow me to meet good men. Or at least men that my parents will like.

7.) I can't go to Japan till 2010 and even then,I don't know when I'll be able to go in 2010.

8.) I haven't clubbed properly for like,forever.

9.) I hate everybody.

Ok I totally shitted on the last point but you get the drift. It doesn't matter how good I am at my job. Like Joy mentioned,sometimes,I just want a cuddle from a boyfriend. A stranger who wants to love me and care for me. I've always been a cuddle kind of gal. Simply love to cuddle. But strangely have never cuddled much.

My entire body is breaking down. Every night I come home and it's just "Another day's over.Time to hit the sack." And before I know it,the sun's up. It's a mundane feeling.

Anyway, my uncle is getting married on the 6th December. Hopefully I'll have a date to take along with me. Being almost 27 and having no damn date with you when you go for a relative's wedding is freaking sad. And I'm not gonna belong to that category.

Bottom line is,I just hope my social life and love life get back on track soon. Or else I'll lose my mind.

Signing off,
Tolora