Men always make me confused.

The funny thing is,they make me confused at times when I shouldn't be confused. Coz whatever they have said is just...that. But I start thinking too much into things and become paranoid. It's a terrible habit but someone's gotta be the irritating one in a relationship I guess.

I'm saying all these because it seems like a gazillion things happened over the long weekend. Although technically,perhaps only one event occurred over the last 3 days.

Was suppose to go on this land expedition with my boyfriend and his friends on Saturday through till Sunday. In the end,he told me that his friends wanted it to be an all guys thing and they even told his brother's gf not to go.

I was looking forward to the trip. Partly coz I really wanted to go to Ubin again after not being there for so long and partly of coz to see my bf again. But shit always happens and I got my period on Thursday,knowing full well it will not cease before Saturday. I was totally not ready to be sweaty and dirty with my darn period.

It was a blessing in disguise. I actually felt relieved that I didn't have to go. In the end,I had a great time in Batam with my family on Saturday and I had my bf tell me how sorry he was and all that. Well I had to at least ACT like I was disappointed I couldn't go on the trip with him right? He told me some stuff via sms on Friday night and Saturday afternoon which would make any girls' heart melt but the paranoia in me immediately started to act up and when he said," I cherish you and treasure you", I asked him," you just saying all these to make me feel better huh?".

Yes Pocky I'm super sensitive.

But you would feel this way too if you were in my shoes.

Of coz in the following smses he did say stuff that made me feel happy. Happy as a girlfriend would be when her boyfriend tells her nice things. Also considering the fact that he's not a very openly affectionate guy,it's a giant step.

I'll be off to Bangkok on the 11th Dec!!! Woohoo!!!!

When I was booking the room,the lady on the other side of the phone asked me for my name and what kind of room I wanted. Told her twin sharing. She then went on to ask if I wanted a queen size bed or 2 single beds and I said anything. And then she asked,"so Miss Joey,may I know the other party's name? Mr...?" to which I promptly replied," It's Madam. Madam Yow Foong Quan. I'll be staying with my mum."

Just less then 2 more weeks and I'll be on my way to Bangkok. Gosh I can't wait! And when I'm back,my manager will be gone on the 23rd Dec till Jan!!!! Woot!!

Finally,I'll be attending our staff Christmas party at dbl 0 on 27th Dec. I'm gonna die the next day but heck! I always have so much fun with my guys and gals.

Before I sign off,I just have to ask this question. I know it may sound like a stupid question but what does it mean when your boyfriend tells you that he cherishes you more then his mother? It just sounds so serious.

Signing off,
Tolora