For every chapter in my life,I usually prefer to erase the past and start a fresh page.

But try as I might,I cannot bring myself to delete past posts in this blog.

Mainly because many are filled with memories of him.

The good,the bad and the sad.

I know deep down that if I made myself stay on in that r/s I would suffer. He would suffer too because both of us knew we weren't going anywhere.

After almost 4 months of mourning, I've decided to move on with my life.This may come across as good news to many who love me but I still sometimes wonder if he still loves me. Or if he ever even loved me to begin with.

Haiz.

Newaez, my life is starting to take a turn for the better. At least that's what I hope it is beginning to be. After 3 years with EHG,I'm finally moving on. Joining Subtle Senses as their AVP for Marketing Communications and Brand Development. Title sounds good? Of course it does! I'm gonna be the bleddy Associate Vice President for the Marketing Department leh! *snigger* An AVP by age 27...*snigger*

BUT!

*cue Superman theme music* With great power comes great responsibility!

Going to Taiwan in about 5 days time. dbl 0 is finally opened! Thank heavens! Painful to go clubs where I have to pay cover,pay for expensive drinks and don't know anyone. Horrors!

My grandma isn't in good health and I'm utterly worried. I know how much she wants to see me get married before she passes on but I really dunno how I can manage that. Sigh. I need to speed up coz no one else wants to take on that responsibility.

Ok la....sacrifice myself....hahahaha....

Signing off,
A hopefully-moving-on-and-never-looking-back Tolora