Coming to terms

I can get overbearing especially when I sense change. I bet most people do too.

And then it becomes mad overbearing to the point that the party I'm dealing with wants out so he/she can concentrate on matters at hand without having to deal with a crazy cow like me.

That period is followed by a frame of coming to terms with which eventually leads to an unusual calmness that freaks me out but which I've come to learn how to deal with over the years.

I have a pet peeve for incessant questions, especially if they are repeated ones to some of which I have no answers to. But I forget other people may have that pet peeve too. Like my bf. And then I cause him so much distress that he tells me he'd rather not have me around because I keep asking him the same questions over and over again and he does not have the answers for me.

I have come to terms.

And I only hope he forgives me.

Tolora