Hurt

No one can understand the numbing pain I feel inside now.

It's almost as if my life has been brutally ripped out of me. All at once. I keep wanting to talk but I know most people are not interested to know what is going on in my life. Most are just around to be around. They don't really care.

I'm getting weary. So so tired. I lost my relationship, my dearest grandmother and my zest for life all in one shot. I can't even cry anymore. It feels like I have no more tears and no more strength to do so. Everything's just a blur now. I feel like I'm in a whirlwind going nowhere.

I hope no one will be mad with me. I need to get away. I wanna go away for awhile. This place has just too many sad memories. I have already spoken to my aunt and uncle from Australia. It may just be about half a year more before I make my move.

I'll be looking forward to my new life there.

Till then.

Tolora