When I took up the job with EHG back in 2007, she objected so fervently to the point of giving me an ultimatum - a choice between my job and my family. Anyone who knows me well enough will know these are 2 of the most important things in my life and there's no way in hell I can pick either one. Point is, she did give me that ultimatum which resulted in me leaving home without so much as a goodbye.
Sometimes I wish I never softened. Perhaps my life will be so much more carefree now. *Sigh*
**Digression: sings - ducky momo ducky momo...he's your very best friend.
Right now, or at least since the time I started dating, she has been jealous of my other half. I never use to think too much about it but this time, I've been extremely pushed over the edge by how jealous she is of the attention Alwin is giving me and how much time I'm spending with him. And I'm potentially going to be with this guy in the long haul. It's just plain ridiculous la. But she morphs in and out of being a monster and an angel and seriously, this is not the kind of life I wanna live. In fact, I'm more worried about what she will try to do to Alwin then anything else.
Moving on, am going to Batam next weekend with the bf to get away. I need time away from Singapore. Next year, probably more travel plans will be in place.
Right now, my mum just needs to understand and see that 1) I'm almost 30 and am a fully mature adult, 2) I'm a full time working professional and I've seen my fair share of people in the workforce and 3) my life's direction is for me to decide. Already.
Tolora
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