Recently

Recently there has been this queer stirring in the pits of my stomach that is making me feel a tad queasy. No I'm definitely not pregnant. It's a sickening feeling that isn't very nice. And everytime I get that feeling, it makes me wanna turn my insides out and scrub them with as much detergent as I can possibly manage.

The worse thing is, I know exactly why I'm feeling this way.

It's a feeling of nostalgia. For some reason, my mind has been happily bringing back memories that I want kept locked away over the last few days and sometimes, the memories drive me crazy especially when they start manifesting themselves into larger and larger portions. Every where I go, I seem to see a piece of my memory embedded there. It always starts with me wearing a blissful look on my face but ending with a look of disgust at my thoughts. These memories are the "I should not be thinking about you anymore!" thoughts which have made me pretty appalled at myself lately.

I'm probably suffering from the 7months itch. Or maybe I just need to get this itch scratched once and for all.

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