It's amazing how fast I've grown over the last couple of months.
Really! And I think it's great! I've been wanting to grow up now for a long time and I finally have.
But with growing up comes alot of heartaches and headaches.Becoz you come to realise that people around you ain't so nice afterall.It's hard to accept that fact when you've been so accustomed to being so optimistic and all.
Oh well...
A couple of days ago I found out from Sam that Ah Boy lost his girlfriend of 10 years.I dunno if he managed to get her back but the news hit me with contradictory feelings. On one hand I was shocked beyond words,on the other I felt it normal. But 10 years....it's almost as if you were already married!I wouldn't leave someone whom I've been with for 10 years for 2 reasons.
One: It's been 10 years."Nuff said.
Two: I wouldn't be with him for 10 years if he wasn't worth it would I?
About 6 months ago,I broke up with my boyfriend of 1 year +.It was a pretty bad breakup and I was scarred.Emotionally that is.I never once thought there was a difference between the breaker and the breakee coz both parties,at some point in their lives,will feel the pain from that particular relationship.
I'm not one to eat the grass that grows after I have trodden on it and I still uphold that believe of mine up till the present.People always say the breaker will feel no pain whatsoever.I dun believe that at all.
Especially when karma hits you smack in the face.Like what fate had dealt me.If it just made me single,I wouldn't mind as much.But to make me fall for someone who doesn't care 2 hoots about me being alive or dead,that's where the trouble starts.
I know Tony has left eM.I'm gonna miss that fella.All the nonsense he used to tease me about.It was fun while it lasted.
Another revolution perhaps?Seems like it.Tomorrow's another busy busy day for me.Long weekend ahead!
Yippee!!!!
*chants* Japan Japan Japan Japan....
Signing off,
Tolora
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