Those songs

You know the song "Realise" by Colbie Cailat?

"Take time to realize,that your worth is crashing down on you."
"Take time to realize,I'm on your side.Didn't I tell you?"
"But I can't spell it out for you.You know it's never gonna be that simple.No,I can't spell it out for you."

And then there's this song "Chasing Pavements" by Adele.

"I've made up my mind.Don't need to think it over if I'm wrong,I am right.No need to think no further.Is this lust?I know,this is love."
"Should I give up?Or should I just keep chasing pavements?Even if it leads nowhere.Or would it be a waste?Even if I knew my place?Would it lead me there?"

Fran is leaving.Most likely even before the end of March is up.I dunno how the next Manager will be like.All I know is that I'm taking over a lot of work now and I'm up to my nose.

It's alright though.I'm not complaining.It's good to be busy at this point in time.Makes the wait shorter before I leave for Japan.

Got a call from Marcus today.It was really a surprise call becoz he hasn't contacted me in awhile.And I felt kinda glad that he wanted to meet me for dinner.Said he would wanna come pick me up in his car.Haha yes he passed!And he said "I haven't seen you in the longest time and I really missed you." I missed him too la.We were bosom buddies back then man.Practically had dinner with him 3-4 days out of a week.Whatever happened to him,I'd be the first to know coz he would call me first.We would talk on the phone for hours till I fell asleep.We even joked about having kids together and our son's name would be something Soh Kuku.LOL.I can't quite remember the English name he gave though.We even hold hands when we club!

Of coz not forgetting THAT time at East Coast Park some years back.Well something NEARLY happened but I guessed I backed away in time.

In any case,I'm really looking forward to seeing him soon.When I kidded him about him promising me before he passed his driving test that I would be his first passenger,he laughed and said he was sorry but his mum had beaten me to it.Hmm...where's his gf in this picture?

Ok I know I'll just go on and on about Marc but c'mon...he's one of my really good guy buddies and he's loyal and sweet.I thought he was gay once though.:P I actually am wondering how I managed to have this thing going on with him all that time and not realise it at all till a later date.Never once did I think of us as a couple or have any thoughts of wanting to be a couple with him.Honest to goodness!But we were behaving like one all those while.Gosh.I can be really blonde at times can I?

Anyway,I'm just really glad I have so many good friends around me.It's easy to make friends and acquaintances but keeping great friends beside you?Now that's another story altogether.I'm very happy and satisfied with the ones I have now. :)

And for the record,some male drivers SUCK big time.I really think I drive better then them.Really!Road bullies!

My mum's getting abit worried that my job is not going to get me a guy to settle down in time.I,on the other hand,am not in the least bit worried.I feel jaded.Guys are just guys.I dunno what else I can say about them anymore at this point in time.Maybe I might just remain single for the rest of my life.It doesn't matter anymore to me.

For now I'll concentrate on my work,my friends and my family,do some travelling,see the world and then decide what I really want in my life.

Signing off,
Tolora