Just returned from my company's annual staff party on Tuesday afternoon.

Had super duper fun there man!I tell you,it's made me finally truly realize why so many of my colleagues have refused to budge for the past so many years!

I mean seriously,how many companies out there bring ALL their staff (and when I say all,I mean all of 200++ people),for a short trip overseas for their annual D&D?

Well anyway,I need to rant.

Becoz the getaway made me realize one very important thing.

I treasure my freedom now.

I don't wanna be tied down to anyone.

To the guy in question,please don't feel in any way offended or think you're no good in any sense of the word.

Call me selfish but I'm a free-spirit.

You know you can't keep a wild bird caged up right? Coz one day it'll die from being cooped up.

It's suffocating for me to handle a full fledge relationship right now.

Gosh.I hate this feeling.

But I guess it will come out sooner or later.It's just a matter of time.Seriously affairs of the heart isn't at the top of my list right now.I have so many other things to think about and plan at this point in my life.I need all the concentration I can muster to move up the corporate ladder.

I don't need another person in my life now.Coz I've really got absolutely nothing to share with the fella.

I did some thing I should be ashamed of in Phuket but in a strange way,I don't feel bad about it at all.In fact,it made me realize how much I still wanna enjoy life.

Japan in 2009.Banshees!Oct/Nov good? Oh god all the cuteness of the boys...and the MIKU!!!!

I must see him again la...or else I'll die of withdrawal symptoms.But I'm afraid that I'll die from Miku O.D. too.Sigh.

Signing off,
Tolora