I just realized I have 2 scratches along the lines of my bra strap on my back. Pretty deep ones too mind you.Have I been THAT irritated even in my sleep?

I din get to go on the pub crawl bus afterall on Halloween.It turned out to be a pretty uneventful night. dbl 0 was packed to the brim and even I couldn't get back in,least bring my friends in.Even if they were willing to pay!That was how packed the club was.

Surprisingly alot of people dressed up for the occasion. Everyone looked happy somehow. And there I was in my cheongsam and boots and looking as unhappy as a woman who hasn't had sex for a million years.

Anyway that's that and now its moving on to the next chapter. 2008 is coming to a close so soon. But I'm going to Hong Kong before it ends!Yippee!

Nah not with my kare. It's gonna be with my kazoku.

Are you guys confused yet?

It's not that diffcult to understand. Like I mentioned I do miss my family and the warmth from them. Maybe it's just my want to be part of a family again that made me say yes without thinking too much into the invite.

I'll be away from the 21st to 25th December so I won't be around for Christmas. It's gonna be winter there. It's been a long time since I've been to HK. It'll be nice to be away for awhile too. Get away from it all.

Work has been crazy. I was late for class again today. AGAIN! You realize everytime you have something on at the end of your day,all your emails start rolling in only at about 6pm?It's fucked up man.

I only left the office at 6.45pm.And my class starts at 6.50pm. I only got there at 7.15pm. Luckily my sensei was reviewing the previous week's lesson. It's getting faster and faster and I'm getting scared coz I'll be taking my JLPT 4 next year in December. It's not a very long time. Time passes like nobody's business.

It passes so fast that I'm sure I'll be married to some guy without even realizing it. And I'll wake up one morning and ask, "When did I marry you?"

It wouldn't be because I don't love the fella.I'm pretty sure I will. It's just that time will just go by so fast even the wedding ceremony will fly by like the wind.

Ok I'm rambling.

I feel like I'm growing up.I'm becoming stronger and stronger and more independent.I'm starting to plan my life in more practical ways and in a way,I'm proud of myself.

It wasn't an easy journey. It was alot of blood,sweat and tears. Many heart breaking nights and many hurtful words exchanged.

But I'm a changed person. I'm my own woman now. And I'm sure during the trip to HK my family will notice a change in me.

Signing off,
Tolora