Suddenly I'm brought back to the time when he accompanied me to my ex JC classmate's church wedding.

I remembered he only had about 4 hours of sleep coz her wedding ceremony was gonna take place at 11am and we had to be at the church by 10.30am latest. He took the effort to dress up for it and sat through the entire thing with me even though I knew he didn't like church weddings.

So who is it my heart really wants and is pining for? Or am I even pining for anyone in particular? Am I just lonely and in need of some companionship?

Maybe.

Signing off,
A slightly depressed and kinda lonely Tolora