So amazing

How I'm actually feeling lonely without my parents here with me in Singapore.

It's not the first time they have been out of the country on their own but this time round,I somehow feel so much lonelier as compared to the last few times.

The time they went to Shanghai,my brother was in the army.I was alone at home but then again,I was attached.There was still someone to pass my lonely hours with when my bro was not at home.

Then there was the time the trio went to Taiwan,over Christmas and New Year. I was attached then too (with a different guy), and with the festivities around,it didn't occur to me at all that I should be feeling lonely.

This time round,it almost feels like additional baggage to lug. I mean I'm glad that my babes are still with me and we are hanging out as we always do (no difference right?Even when my parents are around we also hang out like that. Haha...),but when I'm at home,alone,it doesn't help that lots of things are not exactly going my way.

1. My job is exciting but it's wearing me out faster then I can imagine.I just wanna sit back and relax most of the time when I'm not at work.

2. I'm still in the process of healing from some guy problems.Gosh I feel so jaded.It's as if I'm 60.

3. My bro's social life is starting to get busier.

Isn't it amazing how one's life can change so much in mere months?It's so trying but everyone's just gotta live with it somehow.

Guess the only source of comfort I have at home for the time being is my puppy boy.I was kicking him left right centre the entire night coz he kept sleeping on my blanket and pushing me off my own bed!Lol.

So jaded I kinda hate it.

Signing off,
Tolora