Some random thoughts gathered over the past few days:

"Why does everything look especially gloomy and dreary when it rains?"

"Why can't men ever appreciate a good thing when they have it?"

"Why can't I get another job?"

" My parents seem to be getting older. Why didn't I ever notice it before?FML"

I'm beginning to not understand myself anymore. I do certain things without reason and then don't do some without.

I think it's a sign of me growing old. I feel myself getting jaded and reacting less enthusiastically to alot of things. The slow and steady humming of old age is slowly creeping in.

Don't enjoy it. I miss those days when I was young and wild and free. Well I'm more or less free to do what I want but the fact is I'm already 27.

Short and sweet. How can a guy and a girl keep hanging out but not feel anything for each other? How can it be that the guy constantly asks the girl out but there's no relationship involved?

Anyway,I'm just sick and tired of waiting. It's almost like 500 Days of Summer. Constant denial. Constant questioning of "what are we?" and "where are we headed?". At age 27, I finally realize life doesn't go this way and shouldn't be this way.

Blogging is one of my ways of reprieve. So tired,yet I'm not even halfway there. FML. Please.

Signing off,
A very weary Tolora