It's 1.30am now and I'm sitting here in front of my laptop.

A mere 3 minutes ago I was tapping away on my mobile. An sms to him. The one my heart is hurting so much for. Told him I probably was bluffing myself all this while and he probably has no intention of contacting me again so if he really does feel this way to please let me know so I can stop harbouring any hopes and move on.

He replies he will definitely meet me.

Deep down I know for sure that if we do meet,all that I've been working towards to,to forget him,will go down the drain.

But deeper down,I know I wanna meet him.

After everything, I probably still love him.

Signing off,
Tolora