A man died at the PAssion run my family took part in last Saturday. He looked to be about my dad's age. I saw his wife standing at the side sobbing while the inexperienced medical team tried to steer us runners in another direction.
According to my dad, the decease was there with his family, just like us.
I attribute it to him probably overexerting himself. I didn't get to see the news about it but apparently he suffered from a cardiac arrest. Poor thing. Wasn't it suppose to be a happy family get together?
My dad has gotten worried ever since. I don't blame him. Looking at the man lying unconsciousness probably made him feel like he was staring straight at his doppelganger. I would feel the same too if the victim was someone my age.
Been having so many thoughts about my grandmother lately. Watching True Blood and having to hear Sookie and Tara talk about how much they miss Sookie's late grandmother only made me miss her more. A few nights ago I cried before going to bed thinking of her. I don't think this pain will ever go away. If you know the feeling of losing someone you could always turn to in times of trouble, you'd know how I feel.
The accumulation of Japan withdrawal symptoms, the loss of my grandmother and the unbearable being of sian-ness has led me to become infinitely intolerant to stupid and worthless people. I really cannot stand answering stupid answers that are evidently not asked for fun and I cannot, for the life of me, stand talking to people who do not respect me and do not keep a conversation flowing just coz he/she "just doesn't feel like it". I have only one thing to say to these people. Please just go die and leave me in peace.
I have been having crazy thoughts lately when I'm in the club. I imagine myself as a vampire and I look at the crowd searching for a suitable prey. I haven't had any unruly or rude customers lately but I always imagine myself saying things like "Be careful what you say. You never know who you're talking to." if they decide to play punk or try to be funny with me.
Haha I'm going crazy.
Gonna change my hairstyle again. My hair is getting unruly and I need to stop tying my hair and showing off my admirably gleaming forehead!!
Tolora
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