I want to hold him right now.

Just hold him for as long as I can and not let go.

Probably I was bluffing myself all along, trying to put on the strong facade as I always do and tell myself I do not love him.

When in actual fact I do.

I wish I could just see him right now and tell him I love him. During the entire course of our short lived relationship, I never said I loved him. Not once. Coz I felt "it wasn't the right time".

What a fool I was. It had always been the right time.

Cried so hard on Sunday coz I missed him so damn much.

I just wanna see him again.

And when I do, I'll hug him and tell him I love him.

There won't be a better time then that.

Signing off,
A bitter Tolora