I'm starting to find myself asking," Is he interested in me?"

As much as I still think about Bao, somehow it feels that something may have struck me while we were in Bali.

There are times I just go numb and feel nothing. Then there are the times we just seem so right together. And of course there are the times I just can't be bothered and look at him and think," Fall for him? Yeah right!"

We enjoy each other's company. That much holds true to date. It started out as pure "Let's hang" but now I'm not too sure. Even Tan and Yip are lamenting that I seem to be spending more time with him then them. Even Audrey is saying we are inseparable. "Yea," I told her. "We are Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum." -snigger-

We both agreed during our trip that we weren't ready yet to take the plunge. I, just fresh out of a wretched relationship for about a month and he for a mere 2 months. For me, I probably don't intend to see him as a rebound. I'm not sure about him but he may be feeling the same way too.

Anyway, Bali was awesome. Arrived on Friday at about 7pm, checked in to our hotel, went out for dinner and then Hard Rock Hotel Centrestage to meet some friends for drinks. Noel wasn't feeling so good so we had an early night. Retired at about 2am.

Saturday we went to Kuta beach for a walk and decided to do jet skiing in the afternoon. Went back,changed into my bikini and left for Nusa Dua. My jetski was slow and died halfway so I had to pillion Noel's. That speed demon flung me off the jet ski once and I had 2 near death experiences when I nearly flew off. I took revenge by flinging the both of us off when I took over the handles. Haha. That night we headed down to Legian where apaprently all the hot clubs were. Drank alot,partied hard(awesome music),went back in a cab and Noel was dancing in the cab while videoing himself with me laughing in the background. Retired at about 6am.

Sunday was a nua day for us. Felt hungover and all so decided to head out for some shopping. The rest died so me and Noel went out in search of lunch. After makan,we went shopping. Walked all the way to Legian without realizing it, fending off touting shop keepers along the way and the frequent "Where are you from?" "Honeymoon?" till I got frustrated and decided to have a little fun. When the next "Honeymoon?" question came up, I said," No. Affair." As usual,Noel got excited and started laughing.

Went for a walk at Kuta beach that night. It was pretty nice with the sea breeze and all. We didn't do much that day and decided to have an early night so we could wake up early to surf on our last day in Paradise.

Monday morning saw us foregoing breakfast and my daily caffeine fix and running out to the beach to surf first thing. 2 hours of being pure surfer dudes and chick. Totally rad. After that, went straight out to Nusa Dua again for wakeboarding. I was in my bikini the entire time. Never took them off till we got back to the hotel to change and wash up. Went out for makan,did some last minute shopping and then went back to the hotel to grab our lugguage and headed to the airport.

Bye bye Bali. Hello misery. Boo hoo.

And back to my story of Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dum,we met up again last night. This is such a weird weird partnership.

Signing off,
Tolora